An open letter to my newly out pal, Victoria:
When I came out in the early nineties, a kind young man from work handed me a mix tape. “Music every dyke should have,” Ethan said. And it was. Jane Siberry, kd lang, Jamie Anderson, Suzanne Vega, Michelle Shocked. No Indigo Girls. (He was, after all, a gay man.) And thus began the soundtrack of my new life.
Music was just about all we had in those days. And even then, we often had to imagine that a song might contain a cryptic message to us — a gay nod nobody else would recognize. We had little else. Some cities had specialized gay bookstores that carried books with gay plot lines, but many of us were afraid to go inside lest we be outed. Storefronts were smashed, people were harassed. The public was afraid of AIDS. We weren’t mentioned in the papers or on the radio or on the (gasp) barely functional internet unless it was to discuss how dangerous we were.
And now here were are. 2010. We’re pretty much normal, we just happen to love differently. We can insure our gay partners. Our employer offers FMLA benefits to gay families, even though the Feds do not. We can adopt children. We can hold hands in public. We can go to church if we like. We can go to a straight bar and not get beat up for dancing together. We can take a date to a company event or a family gathering. We can go to the mall with short hair.
How are you to know where we’ve been as a community? This blog post is the 2010 version of the mixed tape: information every dyke should have. Welcome to the club, my friend! Did you get your toaster yet?
- Overview: Wikipedia’s in-depth Timeline of LBGT history
- First major gay novel: The Well of Loneliness by Radcliffe Hall. Published in 1928, and the best known homo novel for decades. Friggin’ depressing (as many GLBT lives were in those days) but a real classic.
- Pulp Fiction: Lesbian and gay pulp fiction were once the only information people could get about gay relationships or gay life. They didn’t have Ellen Degeneres or the internet. Or out neighbors. They had pulp fiction. You should check out the sub-genre lesbian prison pulp sometime to see exactly how fluid we’ve become. Tereska Torres’ Women’s Barracks is a good place to start. Women caught buying or owning these books were in much danger, especially during the McCarthy era paranoia.
- Butch/Femme: The history of butch/femme identity is nicely summarized by GLBTQ.com here. In the forties, butches were still socially forced to wear feminine clothing in public, only putting on trousers and pressed shirts for weekend bar dates or parties. Then we decided to stop living “double lives” and butches began to “pass” as men in the big cities were there were fewer family ties. You can see the beginning of this transition in Fried Green Tomatoes. As the 50’s progressed, we took factory jobs that weren’t available to women, and tried not to get beat up. More overview here.
- 1955 Sisters of Bilitis: First lesbian rights group in the US.
- 1969 Stonewall Riots: It should come as no surprise that queens love Judy Garland. On June 28 1969, the day after her funeral, a bunch of morose gays were drinking their sorrows away at the Stonewall Inn in Greenwich Village NY. The police happened to raid that gay bar that night (a not uncommon practice at the time). As best we can tell, that night was the first time the fags fought back. I recommend a wonderful book on the Stonewall Riots & the birth of the gay rights movement, Becoming Visible by McGarry and Wasserman. The photos are excellent too.
- 1970 Gay Pride Marches: June 28, 1970, the Stonewall Riots were commemorated with the first gay pride parades. They were initially held in New York, LA, and Chicago. Now they are everywhere, mostly worldwide. This is why Seattle Gay Pride is always the week after Fremont Solstice. 😉
- 1972 PFLAG: Parents, Families, and Friends of Lesbians and Gays.
- 1975 Leonard Matlovich: First gay service member came out on the cover of Time in 1975. Bless him.
- 1978 Harvey Milk assassination: He was the first openly gay man to win a public election. Read more about Harvey here. Randy Shilts’ book, The Mayor of Castro Street, was turned into a documentary, The Times of Harvey Milk in 1984. Highly recommended, though Sean Penn also made a great Harvey here. They even used real footage from the ensuing riot. Well done.
- 1979 Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence: Spreading joy and charity of all types. These nuns ROCK!
- 1980 Alyson Books: Our own gay publisher!
- 80’s AIDS: Read or watch Randy Shilts’ And the Band Played On.
- 1993 Don’t Ask Don’t Tell: Sodomy is still grounds for discharge from the military. Still, Mr. Obama. YOU HEAR ME?? Anyway, in 1993 this was seen as a victory that might end the gay witch hunts.
- 1993 Go Fish: It has its dialogue and production problems, but this little indi film rocked our world when it came out in 1994. Director Rose Troche also brought us the L Word in 2004.
- 1993 Brandon Teena: You’ve already seen the documentary. Read more here or see Boys Don’t Cry.
- 1996 Early Embraces published: Groundbreaking lesbian anthology, including Laura Vess’ “Lover”.
- 1997 movie explains Pink Triangle: The movie Bent will break your heart, and will explain where the pink triangle came from. This movie is everything they never told you in history class about gays and the Nazis. Check out Mick Jagger in the opening scenes. Beautiful film.
- 1997 Ellen Comes Out: Ellen came out on her sitcom in 1997. We cheered, but knew the show wasn’t quite enough. More would come. (Will & Grace, L Word…then Rachel Maddow and Suze Orman and countless others. Still waiting for Anderson Cooper.)
- 1998 Matthew Shephard: This shocked everyone. And changed us all. Read about Matthew’s life & death, and the resulting political shift, here.
- 1999 Texas Governor Bush refuses gay adoption & Byrd Hate Crimes Bill: A rare piece of gay news in mainstream news here.
- 2000 Chris becomes co-host of “Queerwaves” at KOOP Austin. We started by reading the news, but my co-host Taylor Cage thought the news was too depressing & we needed to have more fun. So, we added music. Our first PSA had “God Save the Queen” playing in the background. Queerwaves theme songs included Bette Midler’s I’m Beautiful (Damn It), Meg Hengtes’ This Kind of Love. No Indigo Girls, per Taylor (except on my birthday — such a kindness).
- 2000 If These Walls Could Talk II: A television movie following 3 different lesbian story lines through different periods of time. Beautifully done. A must-see. Seriously. Really important.
- 2001 James Byrd Hate Crime Bill signed: Finally signed into law by Texas Governor Rick Perry. The previous governor, otherwise known as “Dubya” had refused to sign the bill because in its original form, it would include hate crimes against gays.
- 2002 Chris buys Early Embraces: in the Peachtree district (holla!) of Atlanta, during Pride. She bought it cuz she’d just met this lesbian writer named Laura…
- 2003 Lawrence v. Texas: So the story goes like this. Dude got dumped by his boyfriend for a younger guy. Dude realized ex-boyfriend & younger guy are crewing in dude’s house. Dude calls cops & claims he’s getting beat up. Help help! Gives cops the address & guess what — they bust down the door and catch ex-boyfriend and younger guy having anal sex. (This story may not be accurate. It was told often in the bars.) Sodomy was against the law in Texas. Off to jail they went. All the way to the Supreme Court.
- Gay Marriage: A very long story. We can now marry in 5 states + DC. We used to be able to marry in California as well. Back in 1996 when the Defense of Marriage Act reared its ugly head, many queers thought that seeking gay marriage rights was wrong. They thought it would mean succumbing to the hetero paradigm. Get your feet wet here.
- 2005 Chris & Laura (an old married couple by now) find another copy of Early Embraces at Barnes and Noble in Seattle’s U-District. Not a gay bookstore. Not a gay ghetto. Mainstream!
- 2008 California’s Prop 8: This is so involved. California had judicially-approved gay marriage, then these people got a lot of money together (a bunch of it from the Mormon Church, who owns Kroger. Just sayin’) & put a referendum before the voters who decided to revoke gay marriage in CA.
- 2009 R-71 passes in WA State: First time in gay history, I believe, that the voters GAVE rights to gays. Gave them, as in “not deny.” And I got to vote for it!
- August 4, 2010 Prop 8 Unconstitutional. Republican-appointed Justice Vaughn Walker deemed Prop 8 unconstistutional for violating both the equal protection and due process clauses of the constitution: a major victory for gay rights. Super major. The best ever. Because the ruling, if it stands, means that the GLBT community can no longer be treated as second class citizens. It’s unconstitutional to do so.. Now the appeals process in in place. We may know more in December. Stay tuned, and in the mean time read Walker’s verdict. It really shows how we’ve been treated unequally & how ridiculous that is.
- 2010 Portia di Rossi will take Ellen Degeneres’ last name. AWWWWW!
Whew. By now, tons of people have come out. Ricki Martin & Lily Tomlin & Neil Patrick Harris & Anna Paquinn — and now we have Chaz Bono as well. Too many to mention. But this is an overview of gay history as I know it. There are errors here and omissions, and probably typos. I’d like to add photos. But it’ll get you started.
P.S. Laura misses lesbian coffee nights, lesbian brunches, and taking over karaoke night at the gay boy bars on a regular basis. The price of normalcy.
Thanks to Cookie, Kim, Becky & L.A. for their input. Everybody add comments and I’ll write a sequel!
Back in 1953, I quit a Chicago high school, because I had “those” tendencies, because just knowing someone Queer(that is what we were called back then) or being gay was considered Taboo. I moved to San Francisco in the early 1960, and passed myself off as a beatnik. I discovered many movements had a contingent of gay followers, including the hippies, flower children,Summer of Love, and peace mongers against the Vietnam War. In 1970, I moved between the Haight-Ashbury and a changing S.F. neighborhood in the Eureka Valley, called the Castro. I was a freelance photographer and publicist, that specialized in gay clients, bars and businesses. I displayed my photos in a Castro Street bakery just yards away from today’s Harvey Milk Plaza. When a new camera store opened in 1973, I began to take my film there to be developed. It was Harvey Milk’s camera shop, and I became friends with Harvey, and his partner Scott Smith. Like osmosis, I became involved in the early gay rights movement and involved in gay sports leagues and politics. I created timely T-shirts and outed myself nationally via the United Press International wire service, at a time it was not yet fashionable to do so, even in San Francisco! My photos have appeared in many books, documentaries and exhibits and I even own a few footnotes in gay history, as well as record history in the making. At 73, I am amazed at the great progress we have made, but also aware we still have a long way to go to get equal rights. The best thing to happen to help is the www. I would like to recommend a great web-site, dedicated to the evolution of the Castro from a changing neighborhood into America’s Gay Mecca! http://www.thecastro.net Unlike the movie Milk, it is not a recreation, but stories and images of people like myself who were in the right time and place for changes in the status quo pertaining to gay life in San Francisco, and then the rest of the country and the world.
Jerry,
Thank you for so much for sharing your stories here.
I’m touched by the courage and self-direction you exhibited so long ago, paving that road we’ve all been traveling these many years. You came out in the 70’s! Wow, you have my ultimate respect. Bless you & thank you. And thanks for mentioning Mr. Milk’s camera shop. I would’ve loved to be there, to make signs & campaign for him. Thanks for being there!
You just made my whole week!
Thank you Chris for this amazing post. And thank you to Jerry for sharing your story. You are one of the heroes who helped pave the way for me to have a better life as an openly gay person. If it were not for the hardships you lived through and fought through, many of us would still be cringing in the closet. I feel truly honored to have read even a tiny part of your history.
I’d urge that you’d add Craig Rodwell to that list of early gay pioneers.
In 1967, Craig had opened the first bookshop devoted to gay and lesbian authors and titles in the country, the Oscar Wilde Memorial Bookshop. He’d introduced Harvey Milk to the notion that one could be out (Harvey was quite closeted then) and an gay community organizer before Harvey moved to San Francisco. Craig had proposed and organized the first Pride March (then called Christopher Street Liberation Day), as well as the earlier Annual Reminder (the first annual organized picketing on behalf of gay rights) that was held at Independence Hall in Philadelphia from 1965 thru 1969.
Oh, and no one I knew, Craig included, gave a damn about Judy Garland that night at Stonewall. That’d have been a bit like 20-somethings today getting all verklempt at the passing of Madonna – not very likely.
http://www.villagevoice.com/2010-06-22/news/1970-a-first-person-account-of-the-first-gay-pride-march/
My favorite line: “We can go to the mall with short hair.”
I’m guessing you meant it to be taken seriously, but I couldn’t help but giggle at it 🙂
Anyway, that’s not to suggest I didn’t like the whole thing, because I did. What a great post! Thank you for writing it and sharing it.
I’d love to hear more of your recommendations regarding early LGBT novels, BTW.
@Fred, thank you for the clarification & additional info. I’m going to wait to see if a sequel is in order, and if not will update the post with your & Jerry’s info. I especially appreciate your comment about Judy Garland — I got that from some online sources that weren’t well-cited. Thanks for reading, and thanks for comments. Most of all, thanks for being there in the early days & leading us to where we are now.
@Bryan — yes, you were supposed to laugh! I wanted to be entertaining while showing both how weird & hard it was, and how ridiculous too. Gay novels… hmmm, that could be a post on its own I bet. I’d recommend checking out some Christopher Isherwood if you haven’t already. And Rita Mae Brown’s RubyFruit Jungle — plus what some say is a revenge novel aimed at Martina Navratilova, Sudden Death. For earlier than that, there is the Biography of Alice B. Toklas (written by her partner, takes place during WWII and Picasso years). I’d have to look at my reading list to remember what all else is out there.